It seems to be that no matter what I do here, my heart and
my everyday life seem to always collide into this beautiful mess that becomes
this reassurance that I am doing what I’m suppose to be doing.
As a teacher in a foreign country, daily I am faced with
things that might seem strange or unfamiliar but in reality, it is considered
so normal or mundane to my students. For instance, I am teaching my students
about Global issues, things such as Aids, HIV, human trafficking, wars and
internal conflicts, and refugee camps to name a few. And this unit is hard to
teach not only because there is a language barrier as far as trying to
communicate the right information but also that some of these subjects are hard
to discuss. So the other day I’m prompting my students to think of one issue
that they do not like in this world. And then come up with one solution as to
what they think the solution should be for the problem.
Now I had a variety of answers from bad things such as rape,
war, child soldiers, hunger, poverty, and orphans. But the one that jumped off
the page and into my heart was the answer of this little girl who said…. “I do
not like when bad man take advantage of little girls.” Now most of you know my
heart, and this is it. That is one reason why I live and work also at Eden
House, which is a prevention home to help stop this.
So automatically my heart went out to this little girl. Here
one of my students completely separate from my work with Eden house is being affected
by this vicious cycle. And then my thoughts were, “wait, is this happening to
you? Where did this happen? I’m gonna find who did this to you and go make him
make things right! I will stop bad men like this! I will make them pay!”
But then I looked down at her answer for the solution to
this horrific problem that seems so prevalent here, and it was this, “ Just
tell the bad man to do great things instead.” That simple. Tell him to stop and
do great things instead. Her solution to this problem is to speak life even
into the filthiest of people. To speak life. She didn’t say, create more laws
to stop pedophiles. She didn’t say go do harm to him in revenge for what he has
done to her. She didn’t say beat him till he has learned his lesson. She said
to speak life into him so that he becomes a better man.
Now I don’t know about you, but this cuts straight to my
soul. This makes me rethink everything I used to think about these kinds of
situations. This kind of wisdom astounds me to have obtained it at such a young
age. But its not just wisdom, it’s a love and outlook that humanity can be
better. Sometimes we make things so hard. We want things to be better or we
want to help out here, or do this or that to make the world a better place. But
honestly it is quite simple. We have to speak life into each other. We have to
believe that even though we are covered in all the mud that we can still be
washed off. The American church today
needs to grasp this small little concept spoken by a little Thai girl half way
around the world. We as the church need to be life givers, life speakers, and
life dwellers. Even to the muddiest of people. Even to the ones that don’t
deserve it. Christ washed us. So we need to wash them.
Being in this land has made me realize that love will always
win no matter what battle it is. We may think to stop evil you have to have extensive plans elaborate with charts and statistical numbers, but in reality its quite simple. Love. Speak life. And love some more.
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